I think that 1 Nephi 1:1 is probably one of the most read scriptures of the Book of Mormon, because anyone who starts to read the Book of Mormon has to start somewhere, and that is the first verse of the entire Book of Mormon. I'm only now fully understanding the significance of this scripture. It not only sets the scene for Nephi's journey, but for the entire Book of Mormon---and for each and every one of our lives. Break it down with me here for a few seconds.
1 I, Nephi, having been born of goodly parents, therefore I was taught somewhat in all the learning of my father; and having seen many afflictions
in the course of my days, nevertheless, having been highly favored of
the Lord in all my days; yea, having had a great knowledge of the
goodness and the mysteries of God, therefore I make a record of my proceedings in my days.
This verse sets the stage for us in our lives. True, not all of us were born of 'goodly parents' or raised in the most opportune of circumstances. But regardless of these circumstances, we, like Nephi, can learn to look past these trials and afflictions and see the goodness and the grace of our Loving Heavenly Father. Because of His love for us, we are blessed and 'highly favored' in His sight. Nephi recognized that while hard things have to happen to us, that our Heavenly Father isn't going to let us go through it alone. Moroni was very inspired to include this verse first and foremost.
I have definitely experienced hard times in my life. But despite all of this, I knew that Heavenly Father loved me and that "all these things would give [me] experience and be for [my] good."When I am having a bad day, or even a few of them in a row, there comes a time when I wonder why I'm still up, and why I'm still moving, and going on with my day. Depression sucks. But at the same time, the answer I receive to that question is a recollection and understanding of my faith and my hope that my life really does have a purpose, and although I can see it clearly right now (There's no white envelope addressed to me in my mail box just yet...) I know that it is out there somewhere. And that's why I'm still moving. My purpose is much more than a white envelope, though. It's all about becoming something more than I am at present. To do good with my life. To succeed in whatever life throws my way. I move slower than others at times. I don't go as fast or as successful as I wish I could. But the fact that, despite all this, I keep moving--that's what is important. To me and to my Heavenly Father.
So,
I, Holly, having been born of goodly parents, having grown up in the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints; and yet having experience many afflictions and trials in the course of my days, NEVERTHELESS,
Having been highly blessed by the Lord in all of my days, I have gained a knowledge of the goodness and glories of a Loving and Merciful Heavenly Father,
Therefore, I will make a record (in this case, a blog) of the proceedings of my days
(leading up to, during, and following my mission)
I really like how Nephi's testimony can be summed up in one verse, yet is powerful beyond measure.
I'm still waiting on my call. Call me a Waitress, because I'm really good at waiting, but one day I will understand and be more grateful for this experience than I am at present. It has been good to learn patience and test my faith and rely on hope in my Heavenly Father to believe that what He is doing is best for me.
Fridays are the days that they assign mission calls, so I've heard, so tomorrow may be the day...
Continuing in Patience,
Future Sister Holly Howell
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