Saturday, March 28, 2015

Week #2


  

Another beautiful Day! Week #3

 (Sis. Howell wrote us an entire letter in Spanish)  Haha, I'm glad you liked it! I am understanding Spanish a lot better, and I can write it  a whole lot better than I can speak it. But tell Kenneth thanks for the complement. I can't english anymore.( it shows!) sigh... Ya I like being a sister training leader. it gives me the opportunity / responsiblity to focus on other people rather than myself. We get to watch the RS meeting next week during preisthood. Tomorrow is Fast Sunday for us. we will see how that goes. I can't believe I've been here as long as I have. Next week is my 5th  Wednesday.  Oh I love Shandee! If you see her, let her know that! There are a lot of girls I know that are going to the Phillipines here, that I've met while i've been here and we share gym time. Thanks for sending the pictures. I don't know when they will get here. Probably monday. is it bad that I think I need more clothes. after 4 weeks I'm running out of outfit ideas...   Gracias! (Hope the temple is great! I get to go today too!! Enjoy the RS meeting!)

Hola Mi Familia!
 
Haha, ok, this one won't be in spanish. Spanglish maybe, just cause it's deficil to translate back and forth when so many palabras are running through my head. haha and funny story, when you say "they were running" you say "Corrian" which sounds like "Korean." We had a good laugh at that. Hmm, where to start this week...
I think the last time I wrote, I brought up that we were again having some unity issues with the Elders in our district, and that the Hermanas were feeling like they weren't accepted or liked by the people they had to be around for 18/7 hours of the day. But I had a good, hard talk with my district leader, and we worked it out the next sunday, to where everyone was keeling over laughing at each other. (it's a good thing, promise!) We just learned more about each other and why we are the way we are, and it changed everything. We are a lot happier. 
It is spring here! So beautiful, and it smells FANTASTIC!! There are blossoms everywhere and literally look like popcorn balls that smell so sweet ;) 
   On Sunday as well, there was this good fireside/devotional. The brother that spoke talked about Satan's ability to push buttons. It reminded me of the letter I wrote the president about the Picketers and other memories that Satan kept bringing back to my mind all through that day. It's just good that we can recognize those feelings are not from God and we can pray and overcome those obstacles that get put in our way. We also had a few good lessons on Enduring to the End, and let's be honest, I really love/need those. 
   We had some really great lessons with our Investigator, Hely, this week. We love her so much! We teach her in the Teaching Resource Center (TRC) on Tuesdays and Thursdays. One lesson we both walked out feeling like we had no idea what she wanted or needed, but the next one, we sort of decided to go a different direction. She loves the bible and she was sort of hesitant to read the book of mormon. We explained to her that many plain and precious truths were taken from the Bible, and she wanted to know where, or how we knew! We told her we needed to do some more studying because we didn't know where in Spanish. So in our studying for the next few days, we spent time on the computer looking at talks and scriptures comparable bible and b.o.m. that could help prove that. We had given her a book of mormon on Tuesday and told her to read the 1st chapter in Nephi.
I'll write what I wrote on Thursday. 
   Backstory: Yesterday during comp/personal study we decided to search for answers to prove why there was a need for a restauration, because Hely didn't see it. I searched for plain and precious truths that were taken from the bible. but during a different personal study time, I had searched for How God answered prayers and how we can maintain a relationship with Him. During both times of study, I came across a Scripture in Acts 10:34. I got a strange impression each time. During the study for plain and precious truths, I was prompted to watch a Bible video about Pauls revelation to take the gospel to the Gentiles. It had the Acts scripture in it, and actually explained it a lot better. But I still didn't know why I needed it, or why it had come up twice in one day!! I showed it to Hermana Mccarty, and she loved it, but again, it didn't really apply to what we were studying...
Today, during the lesson, we talked to Hely and asked her how her reading was going.  1st off, we only assigned her the first chapter. She read to CHAPTER 8!!! WHA--WHA-WOOT! Happy Dance in my head. Then I asked her what she thought about the way God anwsered the prayers of the Family of Lehi. We ended up talking about this until she brought up, "But I'm not a Prophet!"
BOOOOOOOOOMMMMMMM!! Acts 10:34 is "GOD IS NO RESPECTER OF PERSONS." And I finally understood it! First off, personal revelation is something I had been studying personally, and it was also a question Hely was having as well! We didn't even teach Hely the lesson that we had gone in there prepared to teach. We didn't need to! The SPIRIT totally controlled that lesson! WE didn't even teach her! And WE came out so Happy!! We said a long prayer of gratitude, personally and as a companionship. Such a great moment to realize that God is in control, and He will guide us. HE knows Hely. He knows me, and He loves us all. NO RESPECTER OF PERSONS. 
So yeah. Great experience. She LOVES the book of mormon! It is so real and relatable to her, you can tell!! 
   I am also learning more about my missionary purpose, and my purpose in life in General. Invitar a las personas a venir a Cristo al ayudarlas a que reciban el Evangelio restaurado, mediante la fe en Jesucristo y Su Expiacion, El arrepentimiento, El bautismo, la recepcion del don del Espirtu Santo, y la preserverar hasta el Fin. The beautiful thing about the doctrine of Chirst, is that Christ knows we've sinned, but He loves us anyways, died for us, and still wants us to come back to Him. "For such I have laid down my life." He gives us every opportunity to repent, and then repent again. I am here on a mission, because I can repent. I'm living proof that people can overcome their trials and difficulties, amidst even more trials and difficulties. Because, with Christ, all things are possible. 
   Also, Romans is probably my favorite book in the Bible. I literally have so many underlines and notes in the sides. Especially chapter 8. Read it. Study it. Also, look up "Brightness of Hope" by Neal A Maxwell, I think. And Listen to it. Firstly, his voice is enchanting. Secondly He has an amazing way with words. and Thirdly, it's a great message! Ya, I'm a Fangirl. 
   I'm glad Kenneth thinks that I am getting better at Spanish, but the beginning of this week, I did a language assessment and I am back to square one. He basically told me everything I knew i was doing wrong. He's a linguistics major and was super, shall I say, OCD? I felt pretty small, but I started working on conjugation as soon as I got out. And saying softer "Rs" and clearer "Cs".   
   Sabrina is here, and doing beautifully, so you can tell her Dad that. I don't know when her P-day is, but She's thriving ;) (Sabrina is member of our home ward)
   I got a funny compliment on Dad's Birthday. I got a baked potato and took it to the Salad bar so they could "Load" it. The guy behind the bar was a little surprised at the request, but conceded. As he was putting some spinach and meats and cheeses and other stuff that I requested on the potato, he's like, "So I have a question for you. Are you from Idaho?" I said no, I'm actually from Logan, and asked why/if he knew people with my last name, etc.. He shakes his head no as he says, "Oh, well, I just think you really know how to work a Spud." HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA! Get it? Idaho--Potato---Spud... Yeah, good one, Cafeteria Man. Good one. 10 points for Gryffindor. 
Haha, well that is all for now I think, folks. Times up!
Con amor,
Hermanita Howell 

Thursday, March 19, 2015

 
HOLA MI MADRE Y FAMILIA!

Tuesday, March 3, 2015

This is Goodbye

I was officially set apart tonight as a missionary for the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints.

As would be obvious, my emotions were a little near the surface today. Beginning the day, I wasn't sure what to feel. As mentioned in a previous post, I wanted to try and live 95% of my time in the present, but it was difficult when I was packing my life away in a few tiny suit cases for the next 18 months. So many thoughts about past and future were running through my head and it was hard to concentrate. But after a good heart to heart, tear to tear talk with my older sister who I love so much, I was able to start thinking clearly again. It was good to get those emotions out and put away were they belong.

Then came the night. With my favorite pizza and a visit from my sweet grandparents, I got ready to be set apart as a missionary. I sent a prayer heavenward to ask for continued clarity and peace to my soul. God is good. He gave me that and more.

I went to my stake president's house and after a short interview, He gave me a blessing in the presence of my mom and dad. The blessing was beautiful and filled me with that love and peace that I needed. I am so grateful for priesthood holders and their ability to speak the words to my heart that my Father in Heaven desires me to hear.

Preach My Gospel pg 4 talks about the power and authority that comes with my call. It has been humbling to feel the extra strength His spirit brings in my life. I hope that I can live worthy of this call and that I will be able to learn all that the Father has in store for me.


I am in the MTC, or the CCM, until April, but then,
CALIFORNIA, HERE COMES HERMANA HOWELL 😍🌎
Con Amor,
Hermanita Holly Howell

Monday, March 2, 2015

In case ya just miss my face... (And Clothing Tips for Sister Missionaries)

Sometimes all you need is a sheet up inside your room and a state flag...? Not that classy, I know, but hey, a photo shoot really did make my day better!
 I know what you're thinking. "YOU HAVE 1 DAY LEFT, AND YOU DID A PHOTO SHOOT??!!" Ya... No. I did this weeks ago. Packing is just stressing my brains out, and blogging helps relieve it. I will probably regret it later but hey... What is life without a few regrets? I am learning to live in the moment. 95% of the time is spent in the moment, enjoying the present, making memories, and 5% is leftover for worrying and fretting about the future or dwelling on the past. Good motto I'm going by for the next little while. 

Ahem. Anyways. Moving on.

So Clothes, mi chicas! I got mine from a large variety of stores. Mostly second hand, like DI or Savers (store in SLC. Check it out. Amazing!! Like Plato's Closet mixed with DI prices. #thebomb.com) I literally took about 100 pictures, but only really had 8 skirts and about 10 shirts. 

Don't freak out!! I'm not going to put them ALL on here! But just for fun, here are a few!


Cardigans are where it's at! They compliment so many outfits and keep you warm and looking classy. Light weight or short sleeve ones are a great option for Hot Climates like San Diego...
Don't be afraid of COLOR! Have fun with it. Let there be a little bit of a pop here and there! I could tone this down with a darker cardigan or scarf. Will I? Depends on my mood ;)
SCARVES! And button up blouses. The skirt I got at the Sister Shoppe is supposedly the best for riding a bike in. We shall see...
Accessorize! Light weight scarves for warm climates and heavy scarves for cool climates. Blazers, like cardigans, tone down the outfits and make you look professional.
A few pieces of statement jewelry can't hurt to dress up an out fit.
Let's be real. These are the funnest ones to buy! You can dress modest, look cute, and exercise at the same time! Getting fun colors and comfy clothes can help motivate you to work out!
REPRESENT! My California Flag and my joggers. Total Class. Oh, and I got the clothes at Walmart. No Joke.
HAVE FUN WITH IT!! It can be challenging to find modest clothes, for sure. But when you have them, make them unique and make them yours! The mission doesn't take away your personality! It improves it!

Okay... I better get back to packing now! Eeeeek... No suggestions there yet!!

Con amor,
Hermanita Holly Howell

In case you missed my Farewell...

[ For my talk, I made myself a little blue print instead of reading and probably rambled for a bit here and there, but this "very rough draft" is the basics of what I was trying to say...]
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Buenos días, hermanos y hermanas. Estoy muy emocionado por la oportunidad de hablar con ustedes hoy. Mi nombre es Hermana Holly Howell, y Yo voy a San Diego California el cuatro de Marzo, para mi mision.

For those of you that don’t speak Spanish—and I will momentarily be including myself into that category—I said good morning, and I am excited for the opportunity to speak with you today. I also introduced myself and told you I was leaving for my mission on March 4th.

I pray that the Spirit will be with me today as I talk. I am going to have to get a lot more comfortable with these pulpits, and talking to people in general. From what I hear, that will be my life for the next 18 months.

Looking back and evaluating the last 18+ years of my life, I can’t help but think/question/wonder why I have waited this long, waited for His name to be plastered on a little black badge over my chest, before I felt like I could truly Testify of my Savior Jesus Christ? Many of you will argue with me on this, and I’ll probably forfeit,

But how much time in our lives do we waste waiting for the perfect scenario, the perfect moment, the “April the 25th” moments where “It’s not too hot, not too cold, and all you need is a light jacket” to actually get out there a tell people about the Gospel?!

If you had the cure for Cancer, wouldn’t you be out there in the streets right now, telling everyone and their bird about it??  And yet… we keep our mouths shut, about the Savior of the World?

We’re not just talking about Cancer here anymore, are we? To the list we could add stubbed toes, cuts and bruises, depression, heartache, sorrow, regret, mistakes, illnesses, catastrophes, disasters, sins, failures… Christ is, for all of these and more, the literal “Cure-all.”

President Boyd K. Packer says,

“A testimony of the hope of redemption is something which cannot be measured or counted. Jesus Christ is the source of that hope.”
What we have—this message we should be shouting from the roof tops—is that of Hope.  
But what is Hope?
In Elder Uchtdorfs talk, “The Infinite Power of Hope,” he says this:
“Hope is not knowledge, but rather the abiding trust that the Lord will fulfill His promise to us. It is confidence that if we live according to God’s laws and the words of His prophets now, we will receive desired blessings in the future. It is believing and expecting that our prayers will be answered. It is manifest in confidence, optimism, enthusiasm, and patient perseverance.
In the language of the gospel, this hope is sure, unwavering, and active. The prophets of old speak of a “firm hope” and a “lively hope.”  It is a hope glorifying God through good works. With hope comes joy and happiness. With hope, we can “have patience, and bear … [our] afflictions.” 

The Title of President Boyd K Packer’s talk, and the subject of my own, is “THE REASON FOR OUR HOPE.” To repeat again President Packer’s coining phrase, He says,
“A testimony of the hope of redemption is something which cannot be measured or counted. Jesus Christ is the source of that hope.”
If the source of our hope is Jesus Christ, what then is our Reason? why are we given hope.? Why do we gain testimony of redemption in Jesus Christ, if that hope solely remains within ourselves? The reason we are given hope is to share it. If not it is wasted.

President Packer Continues:
“No matter how large the organization of the Church becomes or how many millions of members join our ranks, no matter how many continents and countries our missionaries enter or how many different languages we speak, the true success of the gospel of Jesus Christ will be measured by the spiritual strength of its individual members. We need the strength of conviction that is found in the heart of every loyal disciple of Christ.
We seek to strengthen the testimonies of the young and old, the married and single. We need to teach the gospel of Jesus Christ to men, women, and children, those of every race and nationality, the rich and the poor. We need the recent convert and those among our numbers descended from the pioneers. We need to seek out those who have strayed and assist them to return to the fold. We need everyone’s wisdom and insight and spiritual strength. Each member of this Church as an individual is a critical element of the body of the Church.
Each member serves as a testimony of the life and teachings of Jesus Christ. We are at war with the forces of the adversary, and we need each and every one of us if we are going to succeed in the work the Savior has for us to do.”
Brothers and Sisters, We have that HOPE!! That is why we are HERE. And with that Hope we can accomplish so many wonderful things, hastening this great and marvelous work our God is putting forth for us to do!
In Addition to both Presidents Packer and Uchtdorf, President Eyring says this of Hope:
“Whoever you are and wherever you may be, you hold in your hands the happiness of more people than you can now imagine. Every day and every hour you can choose to make or keep a covenant with God.
Wherever you are on the path to inherit the gift of eternal life, you have the opportunity to show many people the way to greater happiness. When you choose whether to make or keep a covenant with God, you choose whether you will leave an inheritance of hope to those who might follow your example.”

Hope in itself is a powerful thing. It brings true happiness into people’s lives. It gets people out of bed in the morning. For some of us, that is perhaps the hardest thing for us to accomplish. Hope that the sun will be there when we get up, hope that there will still be air to fill our lungs. Hope that someone will just smile at us, so we will know that we are loved.

But Hope in Jesus Christ? How much more powerful is this?! God’s only perfect son took upon Himself the pains and afflictions of every single person, individually, shedding blood for them both in the Garden, and on the Cross at Calvary. He could have stayed perfect. Unscathed. Put Himself above the world and left us to suffer as a result of our own unrighteous choices. But HE LOVED US. He had HOPE in us!  Had hope that we could be redeemed, that we would be able to believe in Him, that we would be able to endure to the end, despite all our heartaches and sorrows. And That is why He did it.

Isaiah 53:3-4
He is despised and rejected of men; a man of sorrows, and acquainted with grief: and we hid as it were our faces from him; he was despised, and we esteemed him not.
 ¶Surely he hath borne our griefs, and carried our sorrows: yet we did esteem him stricken, smitten of God, and afflicted.

The Gospel is Restored! We again have HOPE! We know the Savior personally, and need no longer “hide our faces from Him.” What He asks of us now is to continue in that hope that He has in us. To, in turn, have hope and faith in Him, to share that Hope and Faith with others.  To not be ashamed of him. 

Undoubtedly, faith and hope go hand in hand, and are most definitely interrelated. But for the purpose of the following, I will now suggest that Hope is of the Heart, and that Faith is of the Mind.
That Hope is like our spirit, like our soul, and thus connected to the feelings within our Hearts.
That Faith is like our body, the physical gift from God of life on this earth, and thus connected to our minds, which guide and direct our actions.
Within each of us is the Light of Christ—the Hope in Christ—that is increased as we receive the Holy Ghost at baptism. It’s that burning desire within us, that deep feeling in our chest that testifies to us of truth.
At the times when that burning sensation becomes too uncomfortable, we are compelled act. The Heart, full of Hope, offers the reins to the uneasy Mind.
What do we do? Does Faith leap to the challenge?!... or does Doubt cloud the desires and the Hope of our Heart? 

Psalms 43:5
          Why art thou cast down, O my soul? And why art thou disquieted within me? Hope in God: for I shall yet praise him, who is the health of my countenance, and my God”
Faith and Doubt cannot Coexist. 

Let us take that Leap of Faith, that Hop of Hope if you will, and share with others the Good News. We shouldn’t be afraid to Speak about Jesus Christ to other people!

“We talk of Christ! We Rejoice in Christ, We preach of Christ, we Prophesy of Christ, and we write according to our Prophecies that our children may know to what source they may look to for a remission of their sins!” (2 Nephi 25:26)

I challenge each of you today to share your testimony of the Savior with someone outside of this Church Building. Go out, open your mouths, and bear testimony of Hope. I’m not up here to tell you what to say, but more to compel your heart to say what it already knows to be true. 

I add to the challenge—Don’t Stop spreading the Gospel! Don’t wait for the perfect day, because that will never come, and April 25th is always rainy anyways! Don’t wait till you have a badge on your chest. Do it Now and Don’t stop!
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 [[I also talked about Adam and Eve in the Garden. How they were only given one commandment and they broke it! And all they understood of their punishment was Death! How grateful they were when they learned Jesus would be provided as a Savior for them!! They had the opportunity to repent of their sins! So many of our brothers and sisters in the world don't have that knowledge! All they know is "Death" and that's the end. That they can't repent of those mistakes they've made. What a wonderful blessing we have to know that, and even more wonderful the responsibility to share it! ]]